Hello everyone who doesn't read this. Just cause i need to get shit off my chest and yes i did say shit...im gonna type on here. So lately ive been thinking...about life and how its changed over idk the last like 7 months...me and tara beoke up...me and cierra went out and broke up...all the band shit...i just kinda wish i could go back...or just change things...i wish i wasnt such a douche and broken up with tara...thats kinda where all this started...i think if i didnt break up with her i would be the happiest person in the world...but i did...and now at least twice a week i wanna die...not being emo...just cause im unhappy...i am trying to find someone else but that is going over as well as a black person in a kkk meeting. Not in the sense that their killing me...its just that well ...i loved her like almost 2 years...but then me being a dumbass...i got a sign from music...that we shouldent be together...so like a month later i broke up with her...its been almost six months nowlike 3 months ago i realized i still love her...but shes kinda becoming sluttyish and she likes ppl...so i dont wanna tell her cause well...its my fault we broke up...it just sucks so much...like she tells me about guys she likes and stuff and most of the time i wanna throw the phone across the room or die...sry...i didnt mean to realy go on about this...oh well its a blog screw it...i forgot one part...ive talked to her about getting back together and she said she doesnt really think there could be an "us" anymore... yeah...thats just tara...kinda...

um the bands doing okay a few members later and some repair and we should be playing soon

WOW!!!its been a year since i posted last...im sorry to all my fans...Me and tara are still going out.Im in a band...no name yet. One of my x-es/best friends is moving somewhere and nobody knows where. Im rockin some new talents and new friends. And I think im going to be on a lot more .

How...nvm...had an ok day ...i stopped a fight by standing up and saying shit...that was fucking fun

YOYOYO...ITS MA BIRFDAY...lmfao nuttin else to say

TaRa I lOvE yOu!1!1!1

ok...today sucked...

i had to get up really early and go christmas shopping

i came home and...then i went to my aunts and got shit and barfed on by miss jillian rose"aka a big terd"lol...and too top it all off i didnt get to talk to tara today...oh well...

and im not posting songs on this site anymore...i have another site but u gotta figure it out cause i aint tellin it...

               Tara

being forced to update with a gun to my right testicle  lmfao

nothing new...virus is gone...still going out with Tara aka."Tara"...ummm...the kid i was babysitting stole my infamous chinese smokeing fish.well...thats all.

Hey its Tara. Im updating again, because I just love to mess with James. Last time he told me to update, but this time...he didnt. Okay, well, yesterday James was babysitting, and well, he did a good job. (amazing a know) Hah, he even played battleship with the kid. Ohh well, I just wanted to let everyone know that. I dont know why...I thought it was cool. (even though I knew he was good with kids, expectially since when he came over, he was playing with Jordan, my little brother, for like an hour.) 

  James, I love you so much.

Grr virus's. I got a virus on my computer it sucks. Theres a dance tonight, but im babysitting (haha the kid shall die)

P.S. Tara wrote this because James is stupid, and got the virus. ^_^

  James said...I <3 Tara.

your welcome tiairra...

Love

love is different yet the same for all old and young

for some it is over

for some it has just begun

it is a feeling of passion

from which one may survive

also from which one can thrive

a way of life or a reason to livee

love is something most will give

love can be lost

to our flaming memory it is tossed

it can also be found

from the darkest of hearts

to the stupidest lies

it is bound

some will sacrifice all they have gained

sadly some lives it will claim

the thing called "love" is both powerful and weak

for it controls our lives

weather we wish it on not

love is a feeling that cant be fought

have you ever had one of those feelings when u think u may have really fucked up big time...?well i do right now and i dont know if i did on not...ill just have to wait and see...

                               Tara i love you so much!!

      ps. more posts to come

Hewdy...im bored so im writing in wingdings. hope you all dont mind. actually i dont really give a fuck weather u mind or not. i was trying to be polite:-). All i have to really say right now is... TARA I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Dear readers of this blog,

                   the writer,we r unhappy to inform you, has komitted suicide. He blew hsis breins out with a shotgun. To come into contact with anyone that was close to him call his home number.

                                                      have fun

                                                               James,s ghost lmao

welcome to my world.

                                 pop: who gives a fuck

here lies soandso

his name and purpose forgotten

his life wasted as he placed it

in the hands of the government

all his records lost

his papers tossed

and his guitars burned to ash

the onle one who remembers his name

carried the blame

for slitting his throat

she was once shot down by him

her lover past

she came over with anger and lust

speaking slowly she forgave him

keeping her fingers crossed

she made him believe as she laid him

after she came she pulled out a knife

and spilled his blood on the floor

sadly she dumped his body in the mud

something i wrote last night still working on guitar and it sounds kooler the way im actually doing it...

HAPPY OCTOBER EVERYONE!!!

yeah ...i changed my mind...so what